i can't afford to not record.

sometimes, i sit in the women store of my work and stare out the window. from walking on the sun to what i had answered on questions from my midterm, i think about a large amount of things. for today's session, i thought about my life and where i am at on my goal list.. and now my heart and pride are broken. i have not attained any of my goals within the past 6 months. yes, i became manager of my store. yes, i have moved to a decent apartment. but those were not any of my goals. i am slowly setting myself up for failure in most of my classes and my work has already initiated the process where personal life is nonexistent for me. i am seriously losing it. and i am seriously disappointed...in myself.

i refuse to give up. this IS merely a bump in my road. nothing more, nothing less. i can do this. i know i can. i just need to snap out of it. that's all.

you can see your destination and yet it is sooo far.

adeus.