im new.

hi. this is sort of foreign to me because i usually just keep thoughts to myself but i couldn't resist. after reading a blog from someone who meant a lot to me, i felt compelled to pour my feelings out onto the keyboard, hoping i can gain some kind of relief.

he talked about how beautiful she is. he described his sorrow from being away from her. he depicted his admiration of her personality. he secretly and unintentionally revealed that he loved this girl. funny how this blog was posted on OCTOBER 05, 2006. now you must wonder why i find this so amusing; we began dating in OCTOBER. we began what i thought was a sincere, miraculous journey towards a potential, hopeful relationship.

i'm confused because he gave me the impression that i was walking into his life without him having any attachments. i thought that he was content with life and i was just a positive add on. instead, i'm the distraction. a rebound.

so this is mainly the reason why i started this blog. not all that fecal matter that just typed. but the fact that i have no one else to turn to. no one to fully trust. see on here, you will never know my name, or the people i talk about. unless i deliberately send you this link. but for everyone else, this is basically something you'll find yourself reading when you are at work or school, dying from boredom.

until next time...

adeus.