no words can make up for what you do.

my eyes are swollen. my legs are numb. my chest feels tight. when will this end? sometimes.. i can't even fathom how i got here. how did i end up like this? i've grown up to be someone that i am not. and it hurts.. i must say, that i know this is a phase.. and i am only typing my current thoughts and feelings. but geeeezz.... this really fucking hurts. well at least i can say that i am human and i have a heart (which is currently needing repair). man..i really thought i was a robot. i guess right now, i wish i was. beep beep boop.

easier said than done.


adeus.