can i keep you?

sorry folks... but i'm leaving blogspot permanently. i am continuing my random thoughts at tumblr ... follow me! adeus!

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adeus ao mar

it's been a great experience, but now it is time for even more greater ones.

march madness

thank you for all the wonderful moments, march.






helloooo april.





adeus.

i don't know what i can save you from

"Promise yourself to be strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind. To talk health, happiness and prosperity to every person you meet.

To make all your friends feel that there is something in them.

To look at the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true.

To think only the best, to work only for the best and expect only the best.

To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as you are about your own.

To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future.

To wear a cheerful countenance at all times and give every living creature you meet a smile.

To give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others.

To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear and too happy to permit the presence of trouble."

Author: Christian D. Larson

I'm doing my best to keep that promise.. but you are a big factor to why i break it.

adeus ao amor.

i'll miss you more than anyone in my life.

here or there? here or there?? here or there???!!!

i don't know which one to choose. fuuuuuck my liiiife!!!!!!!!!


adeus.

i can't afford to not record.

sometimes, i sit in the women store of my work and stare out the window. from walking on the sun to what i had answered on questions from my midterm, i think about a large amount of things. for today's session, i thought about my life and where i am at on my goal list.. and now my heart and pride are broken. i have not attained any of my goals within the past 6 months. yes, i became manager of my store. yes, i have moved to a decent apartment. but those were not any of my goals. i am slowly setting myself up for failure in most of my classes and my work has already initiated the process where personal life is nonexistent for me. i am seriously losing it. and i am seriously disappointed...in myself.

i refuse to give up. this IS merely a bump in my road. nothing more, nothing less. i can do this. i know i can. i just need to snap out of it. that's all.

you can see your destination and yet it is sooo far.

adeus.