but...
i am here at work, in the blistering cold, dying from this stupid bronchitis and somewhat sedated from all the medicine that is pumping through my veins. i can hear my heart beating. and it is abnormally fast. i can feel it palpitating against the inside of my eye balls and throughout the veins in my arms. oooooo sheeeeez, how i long to wrap myself in my green blanket and place my limp body into fetal position and then gaze into oblivion (t.v.) until my eyes are exhausted from indulging itself with useless crap.
negative much?? i certainly am!
this happens every year! and it sucks massive toes with toe jam because december is my favorite month of the year. nooo, not because of christmas! it is because the memories and antiquities from childhood tend to come out and play!! life is for some reason...lighter. regardless of the xmas shopping and working in retail, this month is the extremity to all of my worries. don't get me wrong, i am always going to have some kind of stress, but it doesn't seem to be as bad when december comes along. unfortunately, i started this month off with a bad sickness!! eeeyyuuuuck!
anyway! here are some bangers to start off december correct!
i love kanye and his wonderful-ness. i suggest you give "808s & Heartbreak" a go! it's def. diff but its a go!
im utterly in love with this guy!!!! "whenever baby, whenever baby, whenever baby, however..."
one more thing!! try to come out n play with upper playground!!
until we meet again.
adeus.
