nobody puts baby in the corner.

i sit as my health slowly depletes and all i can think of is brazil. the sun exudes its warm love and wraps its arms around me like a tight knit sweater while the fresh air fills my lifeless carcass with spirit and soul. that is what i think of when brazil comes to mind.

but...

i am here at work, in the blistering cold, dying from this stupid bronchitis and somewhat sedated from all the medicine that is pumping through my veins. i can hear my heart beating. and it is abnormally fast. i can feel it palpitating against the inside of my eye balls and throughout the veins in my arms. oooooo sheeeeez, how i long to wrap myself in my green blanket and place my limp body into fetal position and then gaze into oblivion (t.v.) until my eyes are exhausted from indulging itself with useless crap.

negative much?? i certainly am!

this happens every year! and it sucks massive toes with toe jam because december is my favorite month of the year. nooo, not because of christmas! it is because the memories and antiquities from childhood tend to come out and play!! life is for some reason...lighter. regardless of the xmas shopping and working in retail, this month is the extremity to all of my worries. don't get me wrong, i am always going to have some kind of stress, but it doesn't seem to be as bad when december comes along. unfortunately, i started this month off with a bad sickness!! eeeyyuuuuck!

anyway! here are some bangers to start off december correct!



i love kanye and his wonderful-ness. i suggest you give "808s & Heartbreak" a go! it's def. diff but its a go!



im utterly in love with this guy!!!! "whenever baby, whenever baby, whenever baby, however..."


one more thing!! try to come out n play with upper playground!!







until we meet again.


adeus.

I really wanted this to work, but you had to get your shit together first

heavy heavy rotation




good lord i was fucked up last night. i never felt so depressed while being drunk. i have to admit though, you have no control over your emotions when you are belligerent and it feels like you're the main character in a drama movie....that consists Jack Daniels and marijuana. it makes you feel important. it makes you feel that all the attention that you are desiring (for some weird reason)is in the palm of your hands. uughhh.. never again.

he brought me lilies. although i strongly believe that flowers will not solve the problem at hand, it does make things feel a little better. especially when i sniff them, and how the scent tickles my senses, i can't help but smile...feel warm inside...fall back in love. i am a sucker for lilies...i am a sucker for him.

i want mashed potatoes.

until we meet again,

adeus.

tickets to the gun show.

this post is solely about guns...why, you ask? because i can post whatever i fucking want betch. ENJOY!
i love uzi's, especially when they're painted all pretty like this.




for the guns below, all i have to say is f-squared: "FUCKIN FIERCE".






MY FAVE.









and since i grew up with this character,

until we meet again.



adeus.

gotta cool this anger

its on heavy rotation son.



adeusss.

acceptance

we have a black president...we have a black president....woooooooohooooo!!! i've been telling you: "OBAMAMMMAMAMAMA TIL THE END!!" son!!! ugghhh. change is on its way!! hopefully..


but anyway..it has been super long since i have posted anything on this shizz. and i find that in every blog i put up, i always say that. i realy need to step my blogging game up..


sooooo... i have been on this elton john tip. i always found him kind of creepy, but he knows his shit when it comes to the piano. i guess that makes up for the creepy, boy george gone ugly-er look that he got going on.
buh buh buh benny and the jetsssss is the SHIIIIIITTT. give it go and you will see what i am talking about.

if the song sounds familiar, mary j blige used it for her song, "Deep Inside" on her self titled album, "Mary" which i believe is her illest album. give that one a go as well.


Jonathan Davis aka Kamaal Ibn John Fareed aka Q-tip dropped his album, "The Renaissance" on the 4th? 7th? one of those days. But that album got some fresh bangers on there. its a total nostalgic album of ATCQ, in my opinion that is. and kanyeezy got up on the production as well. GIVE IT A GOOOOOO!!!

ok..back to workooo!! enjoy the bangers. will be back to provide more.



love,

your fellow banger provider.

adeusss.

love for the taste buds.

Special K bars are effing gooooood! I was introduced to this bite sized pieces of heaven at my friend's house. We were mad blunted and hungry so his girlfriend busted out a box full of these lil fuckers....jah bless her soul....i only ate one, but i wanted to tear that shit up!!! the thing is...Kellogg's is a LIAR!!! what you think are tiny strawberries are actually......CRANBERRIES!!! dude what the eff... i hate cranberries. but fuck it. this shit is mad dank.


Another one of my delicious delectables would have to be this yellow, expensive bitch right here. NEW YORK CHEDDAR WITH HERBS is the shiiiiitttt! I seriously ate a whole bag within two hours. I swear it has traces of nicotine or crack in it or something. 'Cause after I finished that medium sized bag that has a serving for 9 people, I found my self drooling as I glared into the bottomless pit of a bag, hoping to find some kind of crumb that will contribute to my addiction. And, Kettle is actually a healthy brand and ain't a liar like Kellogg (they still good though).. so I actually do not feel too bad eating a bag a day......... never mind.






sooo I realize that I haven't blogged for a bit and you are probably baffled on why I felt so compelled to blog about snacks and to be really honest, I have no idea myself. Thus, I will try to blog a little more often, but this does not mean that the subjects are going to be cohesive. But by blogging continuously about random shit, you will become habituated to it. I have many scattered thoughts that are eager to run loose. You ready?


adeus.

vote or die

OBAMAMAMAMAAMMMMMMMAAAAAA TIL THE END!!!!